The Cargo of Shadows
Part I – The Pressing of Fortune
The Pressing
The fog clung low over Plymouth’s harbor, thick enough to blur mastheads into ghostly shapes and turn lanterns into smudges of amber light. She crouched between barrels stacked on the quay, skirts bunched under her knees, breath clouding in front of her face. If she had been named aloud here, it might have been Julia. But names carried weight, and weight slowed flight.
The press gang’s boots struck the stones in rhythm. A drum of authority. They moved like shadows with cudgels and ropes, calling out orders, seizing lads with wide eyes or men too drunk to resist.
The lantern swung, catching her face.
“Boy!” one barked, and a hand closed on her arm.
She almost cried out girl, but the word withered in her throat. She remembered the whispers: what happened to girls pulled into alleys and never seen again. Better to be taken for a boy, better to vanish onto a ship than into the dark.
She kept her jaw set, her silence steady. The man gave a sharp tug.
“Up, lad. America’s waiting.”
She stumbled forward, heart hammering. Already, she planned to shed her name as she would shed her hair.
The Midnight Transformation
Below deck, the air was rank with tar and damp rope. Pressed men crowded the hold, their breath sour with drink and fear. She found a corner by a lantern stub and sat, knees pulled tight to her chest.
Her fingers touched her hair—long, tangled, heavy with salt and dirt. The only mark left of who she was. She found a carpenter’s blade, rusted but sharp enough, and sawed until strands fell in clumps to the deck. Each cut stung her scalp, each lock a small death.
She whispered as the last curls dropped:
“Better a boy at sea than a girl in the alleys.”
When she looked down, the planks were scattered with hair. She pushed it aside with her boot, erasing herself as best she could.
The Captain’s Gaze
Morning rose with gulls shrieking over the masts. On deck, the pressed men stood in a ragged line, shivering in shirts and resentment. The ship loomed behind them, sails furled like folded wings.
A young man strode forward—dark blue coat, silver braid, boots polished. His face was lean, hair tied in a neat queue, eyes sharp. He looked scarcely older than twenty-five, but the crew’s eyes followed him as if he were carved of oak.
“Captain James Armitage,” someone muttered.
He paced the line, gaze cutting across faces until it settled on her. He studied her longer than the others. Then he gestured with a gloved hand.
“You. Step forward.”
She obeyed, chin lifted to hide the hammer of her heart.
“Name?”
The truth rushed to her lips—Julia—but the quay came back: whispers of girls swallowed in alleys, of dangers worse than seas. The word caught in her throat and broke.
“Juli,” she said instead, the lie close enough to pass.
The captain’s brow twitched, but he gave a short nod. “Cabin boy. You’ll serve me close. Learn fast, or the sea will have you.”
Some men muttered in pity, others in envy. She lowered her eyes, clinging to the new name like rope.
First Lessons
The captain’s quarters smelled of wax, ink, and oak tar. Maps sprawled across the desk. He pointed to a coil of rope at the side.
“Splice it.”
She fumbled. Rope rasped against her raw fingers. He sighed, stepped closer, and took her hands in his own—calloused, warm, exact. He guided her through the weave.
“The ship’s a body,” he said. “Lines are sinews, sails are lungs. Keep them whole, or we drown.”
Her hands ached, but the knot held. She caught the lesson: not just about rope, but about order, about how all things tied together.
Lessons in Ink
Days later, he set a sheet of sanded paper before her, a quill beside it. He stood behind her chair, arms folded.
“Show me your letters.”
She stiffened. “A few, sir. Not many.”
He dipped the quill himself and drew a clean line across the page. “The sea begins with a horizon. Writing begins here.”
Her first attempt wobbled and blotted. He leaned in, adjusted her grip.
“Gentle. Ink is a sail—let it fill, don’t thrash it.”
She tried again. Better.
“The ship’s a body,” he said, watching. “Writing is its breath. Without breath, orders die.”
She looked up. “And if the breath is wrong?”
“Then the ship stumbles.” A flicker of humor crossed his face. “Sometimes coughs, sometimes founders. A muddled hand can wreck a page as badly as a muddled helm wrecks a ship.”
He tapped the empty margin with the quill’s feathered end. “Now—your name, boy.”
Her chest clenched. Julia rose to her lips, but again the memory of the quay cut it short. She swallowed hard.
“Juli,” she said.
The word felt strange, unfinished, but it held. She bent to the page and scratched it out as she had never written before: crooked, halting, but proud. A badge of survival, born of both fear and defiance.
The First Storm
Two nights later, the sky broke. Wind screamed through the rigging, rain lashed faces raw, the ship groaned as if alive and angry.
She was ordered aloft. Her stomach dropped. Then came the captain’s shout, sharp as a whip: “Up, Juli! Now!”
She climbed. Rope tore her palms, salt stung her eyes, fear churned her belly. She reached the spar, tied the sail down with shaking hands. The knot held. The ship steadied.
When she dropped back to deck, gasping, she found the captain’s eyes on her. For the first time, she saw approval—brief as lightning, but real.
She was Juli now. Not Julia, not nameless. Juli had survived the storm.
WE&P by: EZorrillaMc.
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